Thursday, June 17, 2004

What, me worry?


Well here I go trying to start yet another online journal! Okay so this is only my second time but I wasn't so great with keeping up with the other! The other page was basically about my pregnancy and since I am no longer pregnant I thought it was time to start a new one.

I'm not going to go into who I am or where I'm from since the majority of that is done for me on my profile. The biggest news for me and what I'm most excited about right now is finally becoming a mother. After basically 10 years of wanting and quite a bit of that "trying", I finally have my daughter. She's such a little cutie now, she just turned 3 months and is at that stage now where everything is new. It's, "WOW I HAVE A HAND!!" and, "WOW I HAVE A FOOT" or the ever popular, "Hmmm...I wonder what THAT tastes like??". She also rolls onto her tummy all the time and is a cooing/talking machine. Although with the genes she got from her Mommy and Daddy she has no choice but to be a talker!! I just took the picture above yesterday and I love it.

My husband thinks it looks like a future graduation picture as if she is thinking about her future possibilities. I remember when I was younger and I did something to make my Mother worry, she always told me, "when you have a child of your own you will understand what I went through!" She is so right, even now at 3 months of age I worry about Faythe all the time. Will she have a good future, will someone break her heart, will she be strong and independent, will I be able to do everything I can to make sure that noone can hurt her? It's crazy all this worry! I hear it doesn't go away with grandchildren either :P. It's something I am going to have to get used to!

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